What is love without madness

Yesterday I was watching a movie JISM 2 and I must say it was worth watching it. The whole movie concept story acting plus songs were great I really lived each scene of that movie while watching it. There was a dialogue in that movie which was spoken by the heroine of that movie Izna “Jo pagal naa kardey wo ISHQ hi kiya” translation “love without madness is nothing” and it was so God Damn touchy I mean she just have explained the word love. Love has to have madness in it you know certainly I don’t mean that become psycho in love or you know a killer or something but love has that power to change any human being to change his habits sometimes nature too. You know it always makes you crazy like you always want to give everything you have to you lover insanely you cant tolerate seeing your lover in pain or suffering you get tensed too you get hyper too. You get sincere with him loyal to him. You get physical and that gives you more internal satisfaction rather than physical pleasures whenever you are with him you feel like out of this world. All those kisses all those hugs you literally feel you are special for someone you just go with the flow the urge of spending time never comes to an end. You know even if your lover do hundred of mistakes and you know them all and you don’t tell him that you know you still feel like he is innocent and he is the one which is most precious to you.. You literally don’t say a word to him you tolerate all this alone and alone this is what Love is to give to sacrifice willingly for someone. That is all for today 

With This Jazzy signing off

Distance means nothing when you are everything

Lately i was surfing Facebook.. Suddenly i saw a picture there was a quote in it and i so loved it infact i had tears in my eyes on reading it.
 I found myself so attached to it i got so many things in my mind at that time so I just decided to write it out. So here was I, like you know we all are so familiar with a word "Love" but what is love? I have always thought of that I particularly am talking about the love which we Gay people have for their particular Boyfriends. I have witnessed many Gay couples who usually consider love only in bed or usually show love for each other by putting reckless sort of sanctions like possessiveness which is so not cool you see.. I mean what is love is it all about having sex or you know making your boyfriend a toy of yours asking him to give as much sacrifices for you to show his love for you.. But that look so inhumane and mean to me how could you be just like that. Love should be a feeling in between two persons the feeling which never make them feel alone which never make them feel sad about things which cheer them up at times
What if you love someone and he lives far away from you yes you can associate this phrase as Long Distance relationships many of us think like they don’t work simply because you cant make out with your guy and stuffs but I disagree on this point what Is the point of passing judgments over a single point of making out as in sex can help you make decisions on with whom to live or whom to leave that is so outdated concept. Well what I take from it is very simple If you love someone truly you love him of without any specific reasons you know why expect that he will give you back everything you are giving him you are giving him because of your own satisifaction and that too is a point for me I would live my whole life happily if ill come to know about the fact that I am being loved by my boyfriend and he takes me as his own and he thinks that I belong to him even that if he is sitting miles away or even if we are not able to talk at all I will still be very comfortable on the point. That is all I actually wanted to share alongwith this song

Love you guys already
With this Jazzy signing Off

Till next time

Love a new way of living Life....

Apologies for being away like this I wasnt feeling good these days. However i would try to come and post as much as i can as i have so much in my mind these days would utilize that all.

Now what was I here to Post, wanted to share that how much lucky I am how much blessed I am.. Blessed I am because i have that friends which love me to the extent i couldn't even imagined off! Blessed because i have finally got a person whom i loved the most Aron. I mean all these things at a same time i was over whelmed with happiness these days Allah has given me so many reasons to laugh to smile to share around.
The month of August came up with loads and loads of surprises for me. I for once thought that Aron dont like me at all and i had already decided that i wont go any more ill back out for his very own happiness but with all the big and hard efforts of some of our common friends on this eid i have come to know that he loves me truly he has already changed a lot for me the Change which is visible to me visible to everyone out there. The Guy who once was hating me or ignoring me is now approaching me after every second and this is not only because he wanted to this is because he knows that makes me happy he is giving me all the things i didn't even deserve to have! I am seriously blessed having aron. And its a promise that ill do whatever it takes to make him happy every way possible =)

With love to all
Jazzy Signing Off.. <3

The Guy who made me a human!

"You are best the way you are, nobody else on this earth could be like you, and that what makes you different from others" The words which make me realize that there are people in this world who actually love the real me the genuine me! Like i said earlier about the guy Adrian Khaan who always makes me special about being present around him. There is another guy here on my this ID (Jazzy Khaan) Who is on the real one as well *Winks* he really makes me feel out of this world Whenever i feel like i am tensed or something the guy feels it automatically and makes me feel better. I love him his everything and I mean it. He is sitting miles away from me yet always makes me feel like he is around me all the time. Sitting abroad all of his calls and texts are a really big support for me.

He is that cutie kid that every boy can dream of dating him or going physical with him well in my case i just want to eat his cheeks up while kissing lol! He is blessed with sweetness and what really makes me incline (in a positive way) towards him! Though there are many people around me each with their own qualities and places but this guy sure has won my heart over with all his love and efforts! I always wish that i could repay him all my love and feelings but my bad that i am not doing it to that extent where i should!

Anyways this is jazzy signing off!

Love you all!


And Jay this post id exclusively for you babe!

And the song really express my feelings LOL

*Charri mujhay Yaari teri Aesay jaisay daaru desi*

The Guy whom everyone can dream off to be with!

It's been days I have talking to this most amazing and cutiest soul over on this earth called Adrian khaan! I don't add people in my this Gay profile as well but his thoughts his creativity has made me crave to get his phunk and essence in my life so i added that guy out! The more I am knowing him the more I am falling for him! Honestly anyone in this universe can fall for him he has this heart he has this personality with him! I so love the time when we talk when he passes me his innocent smiles when he talks when he texts me up when he shares his issues with me when he do it all...


I am blessed having this guy in my life.. And i dont wanna loose him in any case!


Good wishes for him already

With this Jazzy signing off!

Ramadan mubarik to whole ummat-e-Muslimaah!

Wishing all of my friends and their family and their friends a very happy and amazing Ramadan! May Allah forgive us all and bless us with the best of all! Keep praying for all, stay blessed and happy!


With love to all!

Jazzy Signing Off!

The day I have lost me, my happiness and the reason to live!

Lately, I was texting to my ex boyfriend whom i had this wonderful relationship but we were talking like good friends I swear to God there was nothing in between us there was just normal talkings in between us.. He said he wants to meet me i said i'll be free in evening come see me and you need to take me out at dinner as punishment he agreed and he came to me by evening. He was sitting in my room and we were having these discussions and I told him that i am in love with Aron and we are like very close to each other I told him that i tend to help him through all the facts and stuffs.. Apparently i had seen these awful reactions on his face which were telling me that he doesnot like me being in love with any other guy around! He said he is always with me and would always be i hugged him and I kissed him on his cheeks! We were talking and laughing suddenly he hugged me and i could feel his beatings in that hug whatsoever!

Apparently i said why is your heart being so fast? He replied because i am with him that's why I was like what is happening i was lying on his lap and he tried to kiss me on lips i avoided it by turning my face he tried it many times he tried to unbutton me i was unbuttoned half and i asked him is this what he wants from me? He said he dont know I replied it's just the excitement of 5 minutes after that there would be the doom and just doom.. I slapped him too he came back in his way and after that he started crying and said if he could have my shoulders i gave him! I supported him he left from my house!


After that i got so tensed that i got this so low Bp and i took these pills sleeping one's and i was like too high to handle, family and friends took me to hospital in the scene my Boss (zee) came to know about my condition and he tried to approach me in the same night i dint know because i was unconscious at that time the very next day when i saw my phone i got like dozens of miscalls from him I called him back and on the other side it was his mom saying that he is in hospital and he met from a terrible accident yesterday! I was like what the hell just happened!


I was trying to approach aron since evening but he is busy somewhere and i know that he is busy somewhere! I was so lonely and I wasn't even forgetting it i got a message from my very own bhai (samuel khan) a net friend but he is my brother now that he is going away from all of us he has deleted all his accounts and switched off his cellphone!


In the end it's just something i would say that i am very bad as a son, as a brother, as a lover moreover as a friend! I don't know what is my fault either!

I am still in a very bad health and my mind is stuck and i have these tears in my eyes!

Jazzy badly needs your support

With this I'm signing off!