Well, this post is solely dedicated to all of the newbees in love or those ladies who have found that there love is one sided. Well it seems that i can sense all of the insecurities and all of the issues you been facing in this thing. Honestly speaking I have been through this time as well apparently 5 months ago. Now when you are stuck in this stage you need to know one thing before making any decission and that is "that are you seriously in love with that guy?" secondly "Would you be able to move on?" and one more thing do you have a crush on him or is it love? Make yourself cleared about it. Love and crush well there is no specific difference between it or atleast this is what my perception is but if I may say something here i would say if you are in a relationship and it's not based on sex and it covers your other parts of life and that you know each others family you cry for each other you can sacrifice for each other and like that than surely you are in love the more you deny it the more you would fall and fall so its better to just accept it!
Well coming to me i have discussed my love story in previous posts and many of the regular follower of this blog they already do know about the fluctuations and indifference i have faced in this particular love. Umm let me discuss a very recent update i got in my relationship after waiting for 7 freagin' months. I was on a date with aron on last friday we wanted to watch movie "Twilight" with each other but the thing was it hasnt been launched in Pakistan till now.. Now that we decided that we should talk and clear our certain issues so yes we made it upto Jamin Java Cafe DHA Lahore. On the way to defence i decided not to drive so it was Aron who was driving so that was again a positive thing for me. I got few red roses for him especially for this date. I gave it to aron and i took it back and i started touching his lips and face with that rose showing him the romantic side of me. He was getting it doing this particular thing i just put my head on aron's lap and aron kept on driving the car in which we were was auto transmission so yes it was easy for him to control the car through one hand, i grabbed his hand and I started kissing it and playing with it. With that i asked him that Marry me. Be my Wife! He said I already am your wife jazzy <3
I smiled and looked in his eyes, now we were here in DHA we sat in cafe and was clearing our complaints I asked aron that if he wants he can leave and kick me out. He said jazzy you can also do the same i said i can never even think of doing it. Umm cleared the issues really well. Now it was aron who for the first time till now expressed how much place i have in his heart where do I stand in his life without me his life would be miserable or so! Knowing that aron is a scorpion and expressing his feelings is really not his cup of tea so yes it was something i wasnt expecting but i heard it! His each word was like a healing spell for my broken heart!
After sacrificing a lot, not expecting anything in return being loyal to him i got my love. But yes if you guys can handle yourself in this road full of jumps, sorrows and misseries you sure can win your love!
And if not you should leave because it will break you more and more. but i must say the results you get here are matchless!
So cheers and stay focused ladies!!
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