Tuning number 222 ;)

I have always been this rude and badtameez (Mannerless) kid and i am kinda famous by this name "Rude Bitch" in my friends circle of university, lately on last friday i was talking to my teacher after the lecture in the room on some issues i was facing regarding managing class as i happen to be CR of my class. As we finished up talking to each other sir left the room where as I was packing up my Laptop in my bag, i packed it up and was in a rush to catch HOD up. Before i could even dare to leave three of girls which are my juniors as well they entered in the room and was like laughing very loud in the class. This wasn't just the turnoff point for me they all were like standing in the mid of the only way to approach the exit gate!

I literally have said Excuse me to them for two times but they dint even bother to listen to me i was kinda feeling pissed off on the third time i literally shouted that please give me the way out to pass through they gave me the way whatsoever! But when i reached like to the exit door i heard one of the girl said *Pagal   thaa wo* Translation "He is mad"! I just stopped on hearing that and took a turn facing towards them and at a glance i said them straightly Excuse me *Kia kaha tumnay?* "What have you said?" She said nothing , i said *Pagal kisko bola tumnay?* "Whom you have said mad?" she replied i wasn't talking to you. I replied that i heard this word that loud she replied me *To ye apka masla hai* "Its your issue" i increased my voice tone and said you bitch i heard you passing comments to me, do you even know who the fuck I am trust me i could be bitch at times dont you dare mess around with me! She was like sorry i said sorry my foot ill sue you in HOD office she appologized from me and whole of my class was standing outside hearing the fight silently LOL! And when i left that room everyone was like k what has happened to me i said they were passing comments on me it was very necessary to tune them up haha =D

Few days before this tuning i tuned few of their other group fellows (Females) as well because they were making fun of my other friend so i kinda satisfied the whole group henceforth!

Today i was going to the parking and one of my friend pointed out that a whole group of girls were hiding behind a bunch of trees and guess what they were the same group i just tuned up few days ago! Haha they were hiding from me, they moved away once I crossed them over! It was hilarious

But this is the only reason why girls turn me off due to their idiotic behavior and useless Ego! But again they have seen the bitch part of mine now there is peace everywhere =D

Crush number 2229 =P

It's been hours of continuous drive with mama and i was seriously feeling sick, for some reason i had to visit Lahore Civil Court as well! Well here it goes i went to the court i was waiting for my lawyer to catch me up near to the canteen i was sitting there for about half an hour and i was looking here and there silently observing human activities which is part of my hobby too ;)

Suddenly i have seen a man out there in the crowd of people around i would have to say he was a true gentleman probably of 30ish I guess but he was like too hot to handle and just a thought his maturity was adding a super cool touch to his personality and hotness, he was wearing black suit with kinda black and blue stripes shirt in it and a greyish tie as in for suiting plus his personality a 11/10 for him. Not only this he had a athlete typish body he had a handsome height too around 6 1 or 6 2 probably Ahhhhhhh! LOL =D

I was continuously like starring him and he was doing the same too we both were having good eye contact with each other and i seriously dont know about the hours we have wasted on doing that whatsoever. Though by observing his facial expressions i kinda knew or i had this gut feeling that he is kinda depressed his body language was showing it as well! On looking the fact of his age it looked like as if he be here for his divorce or something but i dint dare to ask him directly so i kinda remain silent and i was looking at him hence forth and he was answering me by glares too! LOL

After like an hour i was having tea at bar chamber with my lawyer and by chance the lawyer that guy have hired is the lawyer of same chamber. I have asked to my lawyer "Uncle ye admi divorce k lye ae hain" He replied "How come you know (Tumhay kaisay pata chala)" I smiled and said bus aesay hi! Khair now if it's clear that he is tensed and messed up too he got a soft corner in my heart now! I decided to meet and talk to the guy straightly, i took an excuse from my lawyer and sat next to that guy before i could even talk to him he got a call and i was like astonished he was a typical punjabi typical paindoo and awazz had a paindoo touch too! Lol with in a sec i stood up and rush back to my seat and than i was like ye kia tha! Hahaha meraa dil toot gaya

So it was kinda my yesterday's crush! And i still wonder that what i did was good...

Prem kahaani!

It’s been around 2 years now since I have gone through a relationship thingy! I had never been into a true relationship before that, all were time pass or just randomly ongoing stuffs, plus points were I have always been with girls before never did sex for which I kinda like myself really much though ;)

Well my love story the original one was pretty interesting. The guy happened to be my one of the best friend we were friends since we were chasing after the admission thingy for college or university, we met many times did hangouts too we had a very sweet relationship of care and trust and of course of Friendship in between each other so yeah it was the best feeling I had in my whole feeling before it obviously LOL!
Well well we dint as in both of us never expected that we’d both go into a gay relationship after sometime despite of the fact we both were so called straights we both had girlfriends too at a phase of life we shared the same dating sites and timings with of course different khawateen (Girls) so yeah it was kinda completely unexpected thingy for both of us.

Umm, I remember it was June of 2009, he had a breakup with her girlfriend whom he loved a hell lot, khair I gave him my shoulder to cry upon and I supported him like friends do actually! It’s been a month after his breakup his father passed away (May his soul RIP) and once again he was so messed up and hr would be ofcourse that I literally don’t have words for it and once again it was the only me according to him who had supported him to the best of everything, however daily we used to talk and talk for hours and I mean it! I use to text him cheer him up gifts and stuffs, in no time we really came close to each other, as in yes we were close before that too but the feeling now had become more obvious and different one too. He used to call me by a nick “Paro” and I used to call him Devdaas! LOL. We went so close to each other that a day that have been passed away without talking to each other looked like hell on earth scene. We made it to each other many times being a friend we both knew that what we were doing for each other is far beyond the limits of friendship and the feeling were bit different too as in what normal friends have. Apparently I’d say that we both were in a phase of life in which we both were trying to ignore the feelings of what we had for each other because of the fear of world I GUESS! Khair days passed on and literally passed on we talked normally and shared the stuffs.

One fine day I got a call from devdaas saying that he loves me and he loves me a hell lot, at a first glance I dint understand at all what the hell was going around seemed like a prank to me at that time, I got so happy that I literally jumped high in the sky but a thinking came up just in mind at that time “That what if this is a joke what if I get insulted for it afterwards and all that” I decided to say that we are friends it’s been a 2 min war in between inner me, me and my brain and ended up in a word “janu I love you too!” OMG what I have just said shit I mean a BIG shit I was so confused that I couldn’t even understand what’s up actually LOL!

Khair we talked for about an hour in which I couldn’t even reply to him properly my voice was so going up and down that I had a feeling of going faint at any sec. Hahaha what a feeling was it! I still love it

He came to me at my house few days ago the call I just mentioned he sat near to me on sofa in my room he talked so different this morning k I dint even believe that is it the real him where was he hiding this part of him all these years. Khair he asked me to kiss him I was like WTH as in “Kia bakwass hai yeh” He said come on I am not in a mood of joke. I said “comeon are you sure of what you are saying as in have you became mad or something” he said “nahi I want a kiss”. I kissed on his cheeks well he kinda replied what are you afraid of jazzy ?? Why are you not showing me that you love me. I said come on we be friends and good one too. He challenged me that I cant kiss him on lips I was so feeling my insult that I had kissed him on his lips. OMG I just did that khair the kiss was just of 2 sec I guess and I apologized to him what he did was unbelievable he hold me tightly and kissed me for like friggin 10 mins he didn’t even stopped to retake his breath or so, I was confused but more than that I enjoyed the kiss because it was my first kiss attached with so true feelings.

After the awkward happening we fought for what happened we didn’t talk for about two days I had to switch of my cell to ignore him on the third day he came up to my house and asked me up for the reason and a kiss again LOL! I was going so madly in love with him k bus it seemed like an end LOL!

We were in a relationship for about 6 months and trust me the best 6 months of my life. He gave me the happiness the fights the romance the love and all other things too ;)
Apparently he arranged many candle light dinners for me too. I still remember we couldn’t even dine or sleep without talking to each other we loved each other madly and I mean it! Small fights were always there but they never became any issue as far as I know. Umm after 6 months he started to act weirdly he started to initiate never ending fights which were really frustrating! Though I did my best to not let him go but nature had decided something else for us and it was supposed to be harsh atleast for me, khair i broke up with him after hell lots of insults. He tried to call me several times but it was an end for me I had changed my number! After break up I came to know from a common friend of us that he was already in a relationship with his groupmate which happens to be a female too! It was harsh for me too khair he apologized from me after 4 months of break up I did forgive him and he told me about his relationship and told me that he was in a relationship when he was committed with me as well!

Anyhows it was an end and never has started again atleast from my side and I am happy being like that afterwards!
 he gave me a good experience and the time I have had with him was the best in itself! SO yeah I am happy thinking the things like that =)

After that not a single time I had the same feelings I used to have for him! I don’t know what I did was good or bad! Any ideas ??

Me me and me =)

A 21 year old human being who happens to be a student of business!

Was born in Muscat(Oman), brought up in Abu Dhabi....
came back to Pakistan after the sudden death of my father when I was of 4, he was murdered by his very own big brother on property basis! So in the end it came to us we me, my mother and a new born baby (My brother) who was born after 4 months of Abbu's death! So it would be obvious that we dint have good circumstances at that time, went through extreme poverty and yes I dint have the good childhood too it was all so messed up others had good toys i dint i dint even had good branded clothes on me when i used to be a kid. But yes my mother never ever compromised on our education at that time i was sent to one of the most expensive school of Lahore. After 10 years of extreme struggle and extreme struggle and I mean it! My mother became one of the most popular women and pride of our country and we became a well groomed and developed family.

I always was a mature person at home, I took care of my new born brother when i was just of 4 yes 4 and it would create no difference if I say that he was brought up by me a small kid!

But yes this is the reality. I be writing to you to share my point of views my life with you and the problems too so that i'd be relax and good!

It was a brief intro from my side =D =D

I am welcoming myself ;)

this be my first day of blogging so kinda excited! Dont know much of how to write and stuffs but yes i wanna speak I wanna share! =D

Apparently just a thought share the words which promote love and which stops discriminations!