Sunday 9 September 2012

What is love without madness


Yesterday I was watching a movie JISM 2 and I must say it was worth watching it. The whole movie concept story acting plus songs were great I really lived each scene of that movie while watching it. There was a dialogue in that movie which was spoken by the heroine of that movie Izna “Jo pagal naa kardey wo ISHQ hi kiya” translation “love without madness is nothing” and it was so God Damn touchy I mean she just have explained the word love. Love has to have madness in it you know certainly I don’t mean that become psycho in love or you know a killer or something but love has that power to change any human being to change his habits sometimes nature too. You know it always makes you crazy like you always want to give everything you have to you lover insanely you cant tolerate seeing your lover in pain or suffering you get tensed too you get hyper too. You get sincere with him loyal to him. You get physical and that gives you more internal satisfaction rather than physical pleasures whenever you are with him you feel like out of this world. All those kisses all those hugs you literally feel you are special for someone you just go with the flow the urge of spending time never comes to an end. You know even if your lover do hundred of mistakes and you know them all and you don’t tell him that you know you still feel like he is innocent and he is the one which is most precious to you.. You literally don’t say a word to him you tolerate all this alone and alone this is what Love is to give to sacrifice willingly for someone. That is all for today 


With This Jazzy signing off

Saturday 8 September 2012

Distance means nothing when you are everything



Lately i was surfing Facebook.. Suddenly i saw a picture there was a quote in it and i so loved it infact i had tears in my eyes on reading it.
 I found myself so attached to it i got so many things in my mind at that time
so I just decided to write it out. So here was I, like you know we all are so familiar with a word "Love" but what is love? I have always thought of that I particularly am talking about the love which we Gay people have for their particular Boyfriends. I have witnessed many Gay couples who usually consider love only in bed or usually show love for each other by putting reckless sort of sanctions like possessiveness which is so not cool you see.. I mean what is love is it all about having sex or you know making your boyfriend a toy of yours asking him to give as much sacrifices for you to show his love for you.. But that look so inhumane and mean to me how could you be just like that. Love should be a feeling in between two persons the feeling which never make them feel alone which never make them feel sad about things which cheer them up at times
What if you love someone and he lives far away from you yes you can associate this phrase as Long Distance relationships many of us think like they don’t work simply because you cant make out with your guy and stuffs but I disagree on this point what Is the point of passing judgments over a single point of making out as in sex can help you make decisions on with whom to live or whom to leave that is so outdated concept. Well what I take from it is very simple If you love someone truly you love him of without any specific reasons you know why expect that he will give you back everything you are giving him you are giving him because of your own satisifaction and that too is a point for me I would live my whole life happily if ill come to know about the fact that I am being loved by my boyfriend and he takes me as his own and he thinks that I belong to him even that if he is sitting miles away or even if we are not able to talk at all I will still be very comfortable on the point. That is all I actually wanted to share alongwith this song

Love you guys already
With this Jazzy signing Off
Till next time

Tuesday 4 September 2012

Love a new way of living Life....

Apologies for being away like this I wasnt feeling good these days. However i would try to come and post as much as i can as i have so much in my mind these days would utilize that all.

Now what was I here to Post, wanted to share that how much lucky I am how much blessed I am.. Blessed I am because i have that friends which love me to the extent i couldn't even imagined off! Blessed because i have finally got a person whom i loved the most Aron. I mean all these things at a same time i was over whelmed with happiness these days Allah has given me so many reasons to laugh to smile to share around.
The month of August came up with loads and loads of surprises for me. I for once thought that Aron dont like me at all and i had already decided that i wont go any more ill back out for his very own happiness but with all the big and hard efforts of some of our common friends on this eid i have come to know that he loves me truly he has already changed a lot for me the Change which is visible to me visible to everyone out there. The Guy who once was hating me or ignoring me is now approaching me after every second and this is not only because he wanted to this is because he knows that makes me happy he is giving me all the things i didn't even deserve to have! I am seriously blessed having aron. And its a promise that ill do whatever it takes to make him happy every way possible =)

With love to all
Jazzy Signing Off.. <3